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28 May 2020Dear Diary,
I know that
it’s been awhile since my last update. It's not that I don't have time,
especially during these quarantine period. It's just that I'm too lazy to do
so. Hehe... Anyway, I have a new life companion now. No, I'm not breaking up
with my boyfriend or anything. Don't worry, our relationship is as stronger as
ever. I have a… new pet! It’s a cute little rabbit. I got it for my 23rd
birthday present which my boyfriend surprise me with. I know that I keep on insisting
him that I wanted a pet rabbit, but I didn’t expect he would get me one.
Picture 1 : At the pet shop. He looked so scared! uwuuu.
It’s kind of
a late birthday present, considering my birthday was on 29th March.
Though he didn’t give me earlier because most of the shop were closed during
PKP, until the government announce the PKPB which less strict than before. That’s
when all shop started to open, on conditions that they are following the SOP
with guideline by the government.
Picture 2 : I gave Poopoo a bath as soon as we arrived home.
We went out
on 26th of May to buy some stuff for my room. He said to me that he
wanted to drop by at a pet store to buy cat’s food. I swear it didn’t cross my mind
about what he was going to do next. At first, he asked me to stay inside the
car, but I also wanted to watch the animals inside the pet shop. He responded,
“Well, okay then”. There were so many cute furry animals, which are guinea pig,
hamsters, bunnies of course, cats and even mice. There were fish too. It was
quite fascinating to watch them.
Picture 3 : Look at him, trying to climb the on the cage.
While looking
at those animals, he suddenly went to the counter to ask something. I thought
he was going to ask for the brand of the cat’s food. Then he and the worker
went to the bunny’s section. He called out for me and he asked me this, “which
one would you like to choose?” I almost
bawled! Ughh, I hate when he does that. It was the best surprise yet. I was ecstatic to choose the bunny. I don’t
know why, but I was drawn to the one that got poop stuck on its fur. That’s
when I decided to named it Poopoo as in poop. Tsk tsk… It is actually pronounced
as pupu. I don’t care if its not parallel to its spelling. It’s my pet after
all. Ehek…
Picture 4 : He started to loosen up a bit.
To be honest,
I was so scared of having Poopoo as my pet. I’m scared that I would accidently
hurt him in anyway because I was not ready. It was out of the blue. My
boyfriend should have told me beforehand so that I could be more prepared. Tsk tsk…
Based on my observation, Poopoo was scared at first but then he started to
adapt with its environment. He was so stiffed and his ear was always upright. After
I spent some time with him and pet him, he started to loosen up a bit. I think
I’ll be fine for now. I hope Poopoo will grow up into a healthier bunny. Wish
me luck!
Assalamualaikum…
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27 February 2019Dear Diary, Today is my third day of internship at STIDC. I feel a little bit awkward when I first came here, though I'm trying my best to be more socialize with adults. I'm pretty much doing nothing, just reading and observing other people all the time. I almost fell asleep when reading those books about the company and also Sarawak's tree species. They haven't give any job's scope to me yet as the staff from headquarter which stated in Kuching are coming over to do the internal audit.The internal audit is a two-day event (25 Feb 2019 until 26 Feb 2019). I saw the way they handle the meeting and the way they presented the audit, and that my friend is on another level. Well of course I've been to a meeting before but not a corporate meeting which is very different like how we use to do it. I really admire how they can carried out their professionalism but goofing around at the same time. I think that is how the meeting should be and not throwing chair and table when you unsatisfied or disagree with certain things. After the meeting, Pn Moly gave a piece of advice to me on how I should benefit all the knowledge regarding the management and everything that they will teach me later on. She even told me that this is a good platform for me to learn something new and the experience that I will gain is beneficial for my career in the future. I feel intrigued with her words of wisdom and I became more motivated than before. Anyway, for the third day I didn't do much. Just like my first day as they haven't make the schedule for me yet. However, I did learn a few things like how to manage hotel booking, flight booking and also filling. It looks simple but I'm afraid that I might make simple mistake since I'm a clumsy girl, yikes. Since I have so many free time, I'll keep updating my blog just like how I used to do it during my teen year. Wheww, I can't believe I'm working now and I am a freakin 22 year old lady! How time flies. Wish me luck for my internship! Adios amigos and Assalamualaikum. Labels: internship, last semester, latihan industri, practical, uitm jengka 5 Comment
9 September 2018
Dear Diary,
Believe it or not, I've just wasted RM83 on makeup.. I was supposed to save my money for KL day trip next week, but I got devoured by 9.9 sale on Shopee. Yikes. How can one resist such an amazing deal? Obviously not me.
Anyway, our weekend has been extended as we have no class on Monday and Tuesday in conjunction with Agong's birthday. Everybody were having they great time, sightseeing, shopping, dating, etc, while I stuck in Jengka. I don't know what to do and I felt bored as hell. I wanna go somewhere but my bank account doesn't allowed me to (since I've just spend my money on stupid things).
It's my last semester for diploma and I want to do something memorable. I haven't think of something yet. Probably going on a trip with my fellow siblings? As I've always wanted to go to Penang. The street art were absolute gorgeous and artistic, therefore it's the main reason why I wanted to got there. Plus, our Abe (big brother) has further his study there, so why not paying a visit as well!
Truth is, I'm not very excited to start this semester even-though its my last. Just because I couldn't attend the dean's list dinner. Not to mention that this semester subject is quite tough. Pray for me to get through it my flying colours.. Tsk tsk...
I'll try to be active blogging as possible. Thank you for supporting me!
Assalamualaikum :)
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13 May 2018
Dear Diary,
I wanted to share to all of you about my wonderful discovery on Youtube.
One day, I found myself wondering about mother nature. Then suddenly bees came across my mind. How does a bee became a queen? I look upon it on Youtube and guess what, queen bee were decided by the workers itself. The workers fed all of the larvae with royal jelly but they fed more of the royal jelly on the chosen larvae to become a queen. There are actually more queen larvae than we expected, just in case one of the larvae are dead or didn't hatch according to the schedule. If one of the queen larvae has hatched, the worker will kill the others so that they will only have one queen. There's time when the queens hatched at the same time and they have to go through a life or dead battle in order to take the throne.
Once the throne are settled down, queen bee's job is to mate with male bees. After that, the male bee will lose all their sperm and die on the fly. The queen bee done it with many male bees to collect enough sperm. Yup, all she did is laying egg throughout her life spans. The queen bee then return to their territory to fulfill her responsibility. Though it seems cool but if the queen bee couldn't do her job, the workers will cast her out or create a chaos to killed her and make a new queen. More like a nightmare than a fairy tale isn't? Well that's how the mother nature work.
After watching a few videos about bees, there was an ants colony videos appeared on my recommendation. It was a very pleasant videos about ants. I never thought I would be so interested towards ants after I've watched it. The way he narrated the videos of his ants, it was so nerve-wrecking and always an emotional ride for the viewers. Its kinda hard to admit that I even cried for the ants colony. Those interesting journey about ants' life is really an eye opening for me. Before this, whenever I sees ants, I'll squash it with my finger. But now, it's different. I imagined how a small creature have to survive in the humans' world by helping each other to seek for foods.
I really like the AntsCanada channel. He does not only shares about his experience on ant keeping but also shares valuable information and life lessons of the mother nature. I really recommend you guys to watched it. You can gain more knowledge out of his videos. You wont't regret it.
That's it for today's entry.
Adios Amigos and Assalamualaikum!
Labels: ant, ants, ants canada, ants colony, antscanada, bee, bee larvae, bees, dicovery, information, knowledge, life lessons, mother nature, queen bee, royal jelly, youtube 0 Comment
12 May 2018
Dear Diary,
Don’t worry guys, I’m still alive. I used to love writing entries but the excitement of pushing down the keyboard seems to be dissipated. Perhaps my life is not as excited as it used to be? I don’t know. Sometimes I don’t even know who I am. It seems like what more important to me is achieving my goals that me myself doubted it, and didn’t care of having fun. It does put me under pressure.
Every week was always hectic. I’m kind of amazed on how do I cope with all the works load. It was never an easy task. There’s time I feel like giving up, but my love ones always support me in everything I do. I’m so grateful to have them in my life.
Anyway, that’ll be enough of a drama. Talk about drama, I’ve recently just made a Neflix account. Thanks to my roommate whom persuade me to make one. Later one night, I found myself finish all three movies. Heck yeah, I feel tired. As cliche as its sounds, I learn a lot from those movies.
The first movie was a good old ‘Maid in Manhattan’. I just love 2000s vibes. It makes me want to go back in time. What I learned is that, there’s always an opportunity for us despite what our background was. Next movie was the glamorous one, which is ‘Sex and the city’. Well of course I didn’t miss watching the ‘Sex and the city 2”. These two movies really taught people how the relationship works which is far from the fairy tale is. I’m not saying that fairy tale doesn’t exist, but it works different for each couple. I really enjoy it.
By watching these movie makes me want to write again. Sharing people about what I thought, how my every day’s life is, or even shares entertainment. Literally anything that makes me feels the excitement of writing entries again. I really miss this kind of thing. It clicks back something within me that has lost years ago. I’m glad that I spent my time watching those movies despite the panda eyes that I gained the next morning, it’s totally worth it.
Well I guess that’s enough for today. Now that I’m myself again, I will try to write as often as before.
Adios Amigos, and Assalamualaikum!
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16 SEPTEMBER 2017
Dear Diary,
I don't know where to begin with . I'm doing just fine if you guys ever wondering where have I been. I really miss blogging. I used to blog at least once a week but ever since I entered the campus life, I got very busy. Hence, there's a lot going on this year. There's time when I feel like giving up, yet my boyfriend are always there for me. I'm really grateful to have somebody to lean on. He's the best that ever happen in my life 😊
Anyway, I'm not going to talk about him. I can't sleep and that's why I wrote this entry. I currently watching the legend of the blue sea. I don't know why but Lee Min Ho looks hot 😍 It's not that he's not but I'm not really a fan of his. Get what I mean? Maybe because of his haircut? Ehmagerddd how can a person look so perfect. I can't even 😭
I think I'll stop here. I don't know what to write either. Good mornight peeps.
Assalamualaikum.
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10 February 2017
Dear Diary...
Hey peeps, you don't have to worry much about me since I've been away for a long period of time. It's just I'm too busy with my Uni life right now haha. It's 2017 now huh. How's time flies... I can't believe I'm 20 now. I'm no longer in my teen years... I'm a young adult, hence I still be looking like a 12 years old kiddo. I'm just too cute to be true 😜 Anyway, I did mention that I am now a new commander or didn't I? Well here they don't go for physical appearance. They choose the person who are willing to serve for the Uni and have a good attitude.
Majlis Pemakaian Pangkat Komander Badan Beruniform Cawangan Pahang. This is me wearing a Full Uniform. I'm not allowed to smile as we have respect the protocols when we wear this uniform.
Frankly speaking, I'm not really confident if I have the quality to become one. I don't know what was I thinking by making a bold choice to join em. Maybe I was intrigue when they told me if we become a commander for sure they will give us A+ for our final. We earn it because of our hard work. They also told us commander will provided a college so you don't have to collect coupons for college. Well, obviously there are more benefits by becoming a commander. But little did they know that we will busy as hell and we have to learn how to manage our time properly.
I'm not trying to condemn or anything but based on my experience, I have hard time on managing my studies. I really want to achieve my goal to become a deans list student ,so that is why I'm stressing out during semester 1. It's really hard for me to do that and it's really break my heart when I did not score for my test. Due to that, I don't have the determination anymore during my final 😔. However when result came out, it's not as bad as I think. I did not expect much but I feel grateful.
I don't mean to boast but my pointer was higher than my friends which is kind of a surprise. I thought she was doing well with her studies. She even got higher carry marks than mine. I was a bit jealous when she got time to study and her was was rather happy after she went out of the exam hall. At that moment, I was thinking that if I haven't gave up Insya-Allah I will score better. This has got my hopes high and I really want to make it up for this semester.
Alhamdulillah I've pass my tests with flying colours 😄. I want to maintain this performance until final exam. People said that if we got high marks for our carry marks so we don't have to worry about our finals, yet we can answer the finals with our eyes closed. They lied. We have to focus on both carry marks and finals. Both of em are VERY IMPORTANT. Carry marks are like bonus for you but the real deal is our finals. I'm not bluffing since a friend of mine, she's not the type of person whom like to submit her assignment though she did pass for her tests and quiz and yet she still got low carry mark. She said she only want to focus on her finals. Guess what, her pointer was the highest among us. In a nutshell, you need to score for your finals too and don't just depend on your carry mark.
Back to our main topic about me become a commander haha. I'm saying that by joining the commnader it will costs you, your study. There are other commander that still became a deans list despite the training that we have to attend. It's depend on how we manage our self. That's the key if you wanted to be good in everything you. I'm just the type of person that can't be pressure with a lot of things that must be done at the same time. If you think you can handle it then just go for it 😊. There are a lot of things you can gain from it.
I don't why she likes to give me a piggyback ride hahaha :P
Whoops, look at the time now (2:44 AM). I better go to sleep or otherwise I can't wake up tomorrow. It feels good to start blogging again hehe. Insya-Allah I will try to blog as frequent as before. Wish me good luck by becoming a new commander!
Assalamualaikum everyone and adios amigos!!
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31 MAY 2016
Dear Diary,
Have you ever dream of having a long holidays? I bet everyone is having such dream. Believe it or not, I was on a vacation for one year. Yes, I've said it. After finishing high school, everyone were getting excited to enter colleges or universities of their own choices including me. I was very confident that I will be accepted for the requested course, so I take for granted for not paying any attention regarding the requirements . On the day the results were announced, I was very devastated because my application was rejected. My dream of becoming an Architect has shattered...
Coincidentally, UiTM Samarahan Rector was a friend of my mother. She seek help from him to enter my name on the list. However, he is unable to do so because my SPM result is unsatisfactory upon the course and the dateline to attend the interview for the course has ended. Hence, he offered me a Business Study course. I don't have any interest to take the course he offered so I declined.
I tried to apply at other universities either government or private sector. I don't have any feedback from them except for the private (you know the reason why). My mother said, it is very expensive if I choose to further my study at private. What to do... I have to let go of my dream of becoming a student at LimKokWing University.As days went by, I still don't get any feedback from the other university.
I spend most of my time at home and procrastinating. I did get a part-time job but not for long since I have transportation problems. I did go out with my boyfriend on the weekends and sometimes my mother bring me to join the associations activities, so that I don't stuck at home. Somehow I still feel useless and boring since all of my friends are studying or even working. As for me, I literally doing nothing in my life. Many people look down on me and asking me when am I going to further my study.
Despite all that, I'm not giving up just yet. I applied UPU for the second time. Alhamdulillah my application were accepted. However, it is not the course that I wanted. I was expecting to get accepted in Library Management and not Wood Technologies. I did choose the Wood Technologies as one of my choices but, it was my tenth choice. Plus the campus was stated in UiTM Campus Jengka Pahang. I feel a bit down at first but my mother encourage me to take it.
I went for the registration on 23rd May 2016. We were having 'Minggu Destini Siswa' (MDS) for one week. It was one of the best experience I've ever had. I met new friends from different districts. My room-mates were very nice and friendly. We were brief about the course and it is not as bad as it seems. I've began to gain interest towards the course as they explained what was it all about. They motivate me to do better in this course and I want to get the 'Anugerah Naib Canselor' (ANC). To get the ANC, I need to score dean for every semester. I will strive to achieve it. Wish me luck!
P/S: I miss Miri, Sarawak.. Huhu T^T
#Throwback #Mdspahang2k6 #Mdsuitmpahang #Uitmjengkapahang
That's all for today!
Assalamualaikum and adios amigos~
<3
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2 MAY 2016
Dear Diary,
Today I would like to share with you guys about makeup. Almost every girls wear makeup. Well... obviously :P But some of them prefer natural beauty. As for me, I'm fond of using liptint as my lips always looking pale. Besides, liptint gives me a natural finish to my lips. Whenever I go out I will always apply liptint otherwise I would feel incomplete without it. My friends often told me that my lips look pale and dry. They asked me to drink water instead. I said I'm fine and I drink water all the time. I don't know why my lips is always like that. It does make my face looks haggard and weary. People thought I may be sick or something but I am perfectly fine and that's the reason why I wear liptint till this day.
I personally love using liptint because the product is very light unlike lipstick. It is a bit sticky but the color is more to natural and not very pigmented. It is also suitable for daily use. Anyway, I wasn't really interested in makeup before and yet I only use liptint to make my face appear brighter. Somehow, makeup manage to tackle my heart xP so I started buying the makeup product this year (one by one). Few of them I bought online and the rest I bought them at little boxes store, Watson and even Daiso Japan. I bought the low end makeup since I don't have enough money to buy the makeup products. In the meantime, I spent most of my money on foods and movies. So yeah... I will try my best to save my money on buying the quality cosmetic products. I wanted to show you my makeup collections but I forgot that some of the pictures that I've taken was in my boyfriend handphone. I'm very lazy to take pictures right now. Maybe on the next entry I'll show them. I'm still new in this makeup thing so if you guys have suggestions or opinions, feel free to leave a comment ^_^ I really appreciate it! Thank you for dropping by :* That's all for today. Assalamualaikum and adios amigos :)  Throwback photo <3 Labels: 2016, Beginner, Cosmetic, Makeup, Newbie 0 Comment
10 MARCH 2016
Dear Diary...
Last week, there was something wrong with my iphone 6. It’s says that the storage is already full and asked me to delete some apps. I delete 93% of my apps but worst come to worst. From 150 MB went to 0 bytes. My friend suggested me to format it but I don't want to do it all by myself. It’s not that I don’t know how, it’s because of the sentimental value. I told my boyfriend about it and we both agreed to swap iphone for temporarily. By the way, he uses iphone 5.
Shortly after that, he managed to solve the problem. He himself doesn't know how he resolved the issues. He backup the iphone using Itunes then he just closed the unnecessary things. The storage suddenly has 6.8 GB free space. So he didn’t format it. We agreed that since he could fix this problem I let him use my iphone for about two weeks.
It has been 6 days now. I bought a new cable and that one small thing (which can be connected to android usb cable to use with iphone. I don't know the name of the device) as my old ones has broken. He accompanied me to buy those things. As soon as I'm home, I tested out the small thing. Guess what, it does not functioning. I assumed that the small thing has broken. I just need to go to the store and exchange to a new one.
That night, his iphone was low on battery so I wanted charge it. The funny thing was it doesn't work. This is impossible as we did test the cable and its work perfectly with iphone 6. Yes, we didn't test it with iphone 5 and you know why. I thought maybe the iphone adapter has some issue on it but I was wrong. Again it works just fine with android usb cable.
Due to that, the charging pin must be broken or something. I don't know what I did but it is broken because of my carelessness. I feel really guilty as it's my responsible to take care of his iphone. :( He is not in the mood when I told him about this. Luckily, my mom gave me RM100 for me to send off the iphone to the shop for repair.
Despite, I am mentally tired worrying about this stupid problem of mine.
Assalamualaikum. Have a nice day.
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28 OCTOBER 2015
Dear Diary,
I want to make a new entry. Obviously... hehe :P Today I would like to talk about a person whom I admire. The most powerful features she has are her voice.
"She has a very distinct voice as whenever u hears her songs you know it's her which is awesome!"
I started to adore her since she released her first single 'All about that bass'. I found that her music is catchy and fun. It's totally my style! I'm not only falling for her unique voice but also her appearance. She is so beautiful! How I wish one day I could meet her real life.
<3 <3 <3
She had released her new single 'Better when I'm dancing' on Oct 16 2015. Once I hear it, I play it on repeat. Every time I hear the song, I'll start to dance to myself xD
Can you guess who she is?
Yup, it’s Meghan Trainor!
How I wish I have a strong voice just like hers. I’m crying an ocean T^T
Anyway, do support her and don’t forget to listen to her new single! You won’t regret it, I promise.
That’s all for today peeps. I’ll type again soon, if I’m not feeling lazy...
Bubye! Assalamualaikum!
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3 AUGUST 2015
Dear Diary,
I've got to admit that I'm a sensitive type of person. I get upset over little things. I can't tolerate with jokes really well at times. I hate myself for having such attitudes. It just... I'm a little bit disappointed with him. People said, at the beginning of the relationship everything was perfect and lovely. In the long run we will start to feel bored with each other and that's where the breaking up occurs. At the end of the day, ‘we’ become only memories. That’s what people often say about relationship.
Don't get me wrong. It's not that we already breaking up or something. There are things that he did, made me crestfallen. He promised me to do the special popo which he will be singing Baby by Justin Bieber but, then he didn't do it up till now. Back then, he usually does it right after I asked him to. Other than that, he told me he wanted to make my picture as the wallpaper for the lock screen. He said he doesn't want to hide anything about us. Plus it will be his first for doing so. I was touched and very pleased. During our date, we went karaoke. He put his iphone on the table. I saw his lock screen wallpaper and guess what? It's not my picture. It was a picture of Batman logo. I don't want to tell him that I was disappointed when he did that. It shows that I was being childish if I ask him to change it. But still...
Apart from that, he promised he wanted to call me. Yet he always broke his promises. He fell asleep right after he texted me. I understand that he was tired. I don't mind if he wanted to sleep early. The least he could do is wishing me goodnight. But he didn't. That's what make me upset. I hate it when he have to say sorry for what he did but repeat the same mistake all over again. I forgive him. I always forgive him. At some point, his sorry seems to be nothing. His sorry seems to diminishing its value. I don't want to be selfish as I have to understand his conditions. He's having school the next day. Well, I might be doing the same thing if I was in his shoes. So, I just let it go...
If you are reading this, it's not that I don't want to speak up to you about this matter, I want to let you find out by yourself, and at least you have the efforts to read my blog since you're insisted to read it.
That's all for today peeps. Good Mornight everyone. Assalamualaikum. It's raining now~ 0 Comment
31 JULY 2015
Dear Diary,
I can't remember when the last time I’ve opened my Deviant Art account was. Back then, it's used to be one of my obsessions apart from blogging. It's not that I always posting arts, but simply browsing through amazing arts. I really admire how the artists expressed themselves through arts. This is one of the motivations for me to improve my arts skill as I want to just as great as the other artists.
Anyway, tomorrow will be our first proper date even though it has been 4 months since we started dating. Shocking huh? Well, my mom is the reason why. She doesn’t like the idea of me and a boy alone going out together. If I’m insisting, then we must be in a group of people. It’s not that she doesn’t trust me; it depending on whom I’m hangout with. Friends can be a great influence. However, it is my responsibilities to take care of myself not to get caught up in negative influence.
I'm just so excited for tomorrow! Hehe *Grinning* :D I wonder what he is up to? I’ve forced him to do a special kiss video for me and he was supposed to sing Baby by Justin Bibber. He was very reluctant to do so. Finally, he relented. But then, he was busy and hasn’t got time to do it for me. Yesterday, I asked him again about it. He said, don’t worries he will do it for sure so just be patient. The moment he said that, I started to imagine things. I wonder what his plan is for tomorrow as I know he is full of surprises. Am I hoping too much? Haha
Oh ya, I was eligible to study Diploma in Architectural Technology at Limkokwing University of Creative Technology. Too bad I have to turn down the offer and go for UIA instead. Because, it is better for me to take foundation and go straight for Degree when come to think of it. Plus, the intake for Limkokwing University is 3rd August and I haven’t bought the necessities for the university. The intake for UIA is January 2016. So there’s plenty of time for me to get ready. I hope I manage to get a spot to study Architecture in UIA. Aamiin... Cross my fingers.
That’s all folks. Salam Jumaat everyone!
Assalamualaikum :)
#throwbackpicture ^_^
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9 JULY 2015
Dear Diary,
Heya it's me again. I feel bored... Like totally bored... All of my friends have continued their studies while I'm stuck here in front of my laptop. But hey, the good news is my mom seems to be giving me a green light for me to study in LimKokWIng University xD Well, I don't want put my hopes high but I prayed so that my mom won't change her mind about this matter :D Aamiin...
Last night... Wait, I mean this morning... I knew something I'm not supposed to know... Which is kind of disappointing...? But then again, people make lots of stupid mistakes. Therefore everybody deserves a second chance for those who willing to change for the better. Yeah, I have flaws too. Nobody's perfect. One told me, your imperfections make you perfect.
It was really hard for me to confess to him and so does him. Alhamdulillah he's willing to accept me as I am and I'm also willing to accept him as he is. I've read something on twitter saying, "If you want to be in someone's future, don't bother about their past because they don't live there anymore". People may judge, but they don't have the right to punish them for what they've did as people have the right to change and to correct their mistakes.
To be really honest, I almost give up on him once he told me about his 'painful' past. Almost... Well, we don't give on the person we love right? He was really stupid back then. Really, really, really really, really, really stupid, Alhamdullilah he realized his mistakes and regret it every day. He will change to be a better man. I am very sure about it. Otherwise... I don't know what I will do to him...
hmm... I love him soooo damn much. I'm afraid to lose him. He's the best thing that ever happened in my life. I hope we can stay forever. Insya-Allah till Jannah... Aamiin... Even if he's not 100% mine (not my husband yet xD). I know certain people hate it when non-married couple use 'till jannah' as a caption. I feel you. I used to feel the same way too haha :P Anyway, I pray that he is the guy that was written for me in luh mahfuz. aamiinn.... :)
Okay peeps!
Assalamualaikum!
Happy fasting! :D
and yes... I'm making the right decision :)
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2 JULY 2015
Dear Diary,
Guess who's back! Did you miss me? hehe :D I haven't continued my study yet. My everyday routine pretty much the same. I wake up, do some chores, eat and sleep. Sad life isn't? Well, this is after I've quit my job and I've got nothing to do in my life right now.
Yeah, I did manage to get a job as a packer at Boulevard Hypermarket before. It was a whole new experience for me. I started working on 13th February 2015. I did make a mistake during my first day. Well, it is the process of learning. I've met new friends. I know a lot of stories about people who worked at the hypermarket. Dark stories... and there's even a slight of misunderstanding between the workers. So much dramas were going on. I know a lot than I should have. I'm not a type of person who likes to pick a side. Anyway, some of them is just okay. Okay as in friendly, funny and generous. They even buy me a treat without hesitation.
It was near the end of March. I've decided to quit my job after going back from Kuching. I've hand in the resignation form to the human resource. There's one week left before I am officially not a Boulevard's worker anymore. Since it was holiday, many of the part time cashier went to work. There's one guy whom I've never seen before. He is a cashier. He usually work on the holiday because he is kind of lazy to work on the weekend. He greeted me and ask me a few question and we started talking. My first impression was, 'ouhh okay... He is friendly'.
This is him
I can't really remember when is the day I became his packer. It was the beginning of our friendship. We talk about a lot of stuffs. We even share the same taste of music which is Jazz. He then gave me a list of Michael Buble songs for me to hear. It was fun talking to him. He suddenly asked for my wechat id. Then I told him that I'm not really active in wechat and I can't really remember my wechat id at the moment, so I gave him my number instead. After coming home from work, I received a whatsapp from him. We started chatting.
Ever since, he will always greeted me good morning, ask me what I was doing and talk about stuffs. Even though he's having classes, he still willing to spend his time chatting with. I never feel so attached than before because even with my friend, we don't really text much. Only on certain days.
Finally I'm free. I don't have to wake up early to go to work and can sleep early as I don't have to come home late from work. My birthday was on the weekend and I told him about it. I asked him to get me a present. hehe :P But 29 March 2015 was the Big Big Sale at Boulevard hypermarket. Yet he don't really mind giving me present on that day.But yet he surprised me during my outing with Fad. I was like... Speechless haha xD I didn't expect that he will joined us too! grrrr hahaha *Sigh.. I was touched by his action despite we only know each other for two weeks. I never had a guy friend do such thing for me.And the next day, I'm officially 18. But I don't go anywhere since I had celebrated it on 28 March with them. LOL.
On 31st March 2015, he told me that he was having a dream with me in it. It was a weird dream. He first refuse to tell me what was it. I forced him to. At last he told me about it.
In his dream, I drove a car and send him back home. Just before he close the door, he said thank you and bye 'sayang'. I was blushing right away. O.O
After he told me his dream, I've said this to him, 'Usually, a person who dream about someone it means they like him/her'. Then he send me a smirk emoji. Due to his dream, he said maybe he has a slight feelings towards me. I told him that I feel same way, He asked me if we want to date each other. Of course I've said and why not? It was kind of embarrassing and awkward moment. Look at us now hehe :3 Frankly speaking, I don't really have an eye on him during our first met and I never thought that he will be this important to me.
Well, expect the unexpected huh? Hehe :)
Salam Ramadhan everyone!!!
I LOVE SHAHERUL BIN RAMIZAN <3
 
P/S: My grammar sucks. I know. This is what happened when you don't practice for your writing. Feeling mehh... :PPPPPP
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20 APRIL 2015
Dear Diary,
I became lazy ever since the school was over. Well, today I decided to write an entry for my friend. Let's welcome her to the blogging world! Congratulations on your new blog! woohoo! hehe... Her name is Frankline James. This her link http://raffeybradley.blogspot.com/ . You should visit her blog! Seriously, I really recommend you to read her entries! Hehe :D
That's her, the one in the middle hehe :D
She's cute right? Just like me :PPPP
#throwback 3 March 2015, the day our SPM result was announced :)
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21 DECEMBER 2014
Dear Diary,
I have attended an Act Tourism Course organized by the Tourism and Culture Ministry Officials Sarawak state on 10 December 2014 at Grand Palace Hotel, Miri, Sarawak. To tell you the truth, I was forced by mother to attend this seminar. I thought the topic was rather lame since it was about on how to establish a homestay. Obviously this is a course for an adult. Anyway, my mom got herself in a way and I have no choice but to follow her to participate in this seminar.
My mother and I carpooled with her friends from Woman Institute (WI) association and reached Grand Palace Hotel in quite awhile. Funny when we found ourselves was rather 'early' as the course was supposed to be started at 8:00 a.m. and we arrived there like 7:00 a.m. We still got an hour. Auntie Yati (mother's friend) given a suggestion to have a breakfast first as our tummy was still empty. This concludes a crazy idea where she said it is better to walk ourselves to the nearest cafe since she doesn't want to drive. This is because she might afraid that somebody would take her parking place and couldn't find another. We went out of the hotel and look upon the route which we will took. We were dumbfounded. We didn't know that the route would take us so long to reach the cafe. We turned back to the hotel and sat at the lobby.
Finally, the course has started. My first impression would be like, “What the heck am I doing here? This is lame. I should have stayed at home and sleeping". Soon, the speaker greeted us. Well, I've got to admit that she manage to captured my intention. What's that word again? Oh yeah... Don't judge the book by its cover. I learnt my lesson alright. That seminar was fun after all. I was be able to showed my talent towards others. It was one of my best moment where people stood up and witnessing my artworks. It was one of our activities which is ice breaking. We were asked to draw our group's member identities without writing it down. Just by a drawing, people can tell where does his/her comes from, what is his/her occupation, what is his/her aim when attended this seminar and last but not least what is his/her expectation before and after this seminar.
The speakers taught us how to be great hosts for our homestay. She even taught us on doing the 'One Malaysia Greetings'. How to manage our homestay? And more! I would not write here as you can just Google it. Above all, I like the part where she started to talk about tourism in Malaysia and in foreign country, she told us about her experiences. I also like the way she talks as she doesn't have to be formal even though it was a seminar. I learnt a lot throughout the course. I wasn't regretting it when my mother dragged me to participate in such activities. Thanks mother. You know the best. By the way, we did have our high-tea and lunch. The seminar ended at 5:30 p.m.
In a nutshell, no matter what the course is, try to compromise as we never know what we can gained from it. Perhaps it would be a lot to gain. Apart from that, we should be proud of our country as our country was filled with lots of beautiful nature such as Sabah and Sarawak. Did you know that Sarawak was capable to be one of the leading tourists’ attractions? It is true as in Miri, the beaches was unique. It is us who responsible to achieves it.
That's all for now. Till we meet again in another entry. Adios Amigos. Assalamualaikum!
Malaysia Truly Asia~
Labels: act tourism course, Asia, Borneo, Borneo Island, course, Malaysia, Malaysia truly Asia, Sabah, Sarawak, seminar, tourism 0 Comment
10 DECEMBER 2014
Dear Diary, Did you miss me? I bet you are... Frankly speaking, I've been very busy ever since our last day of examination (SPM). There has been a lot going on these days. I would be very happy to share about it but as the days went by, I felt exhausted and tend to reach for the bed early. At the end of the day, I was already in my dreamland and never got the chance to write a new entry, Lame excuses, I know... I know... Anyway, keep this in mind that I will never ever forget about you. I realized that I'm running out of ideas when writing a new entry. Before this, I used to write an extremely long entry. My touch of gold has becoming less and less. I was creative before and now I am not. This thing happened maybe because I spend lots of time for my school. Due the the tension, I became a lunatic person and can't think straight. What an awful statement! I'm just kidding. Don't take it too serious. Don't be disappointed though as the journey was about to begin. I will start working after my cousin's wedding and perhaps there will be more adventure throughout my experience. So, stay tune! Oops, I almost forgot! For those who will be celebrating Christmas, MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR! Tis' the season. That's all folks. Adios Amigos! Assalamualaikum! 0 Comment
26 October 2014
Dear Diary,
7 days to go and I’m going to be deadly alive. It’s time for me to face the real battle of a life time.Truth is, I’m hoping for it to be ended quickly and yet I feel scared. I can’t hold my desire of luxury. I’m saying so because it’s a critical time where I was supposed to be at my study table doing revision, however I literally got distracted.
 The luxury I mention earlier was referring to this book.
I'm
It's not that I will read it 24-7. Whenever I feel like to release the tension, then I will read it. In a nutshell, I should hold my desire until I've finish the battle. Right now, I need to focus on what's matter. That's all folks. I'll end my entry here. Once again, thank you for your quality time. Adios Amigos! Assalamualaikum! Labels: 2014, Book, Desire, Focus, Novel, SPM, story 2 Comment
The
wind was gentle but chilly. Somehow it gave me creeps as my sister was already
fast asleep. I decided to shut the window. As I pull the window inward, I saw
something running into the bush at two shakes of a lamb’s tail. I thought it
must be a cat running around outside the house. I take no account of that and
went back to my study table. Procrastinating is a kind of my thing since my
eyes seems to be widely awake. I was a little absorbed reading interesting article
from blog to blog.
Suddenly,
I heard my mom voice calling out for me from downstairs. That’s strange. What
was my mom up to in the middle of the night? I walk down the stairs and heard a
person saying, “Don’t go there. I heard it too”. From that moment, I knew that
it was the beginning of my horror story. I rushed to my room with hyperventilating.
I reached out for my electric-guitar and beginning to slam it. I play my
favorite hit ‘All about the bass’ to ease my fright.
Out of
sudden, the whole room was black-out. I barely saw anything accept for my
glowing bounce ball which I got from playing a vending machine. I’m scared and
my adrenaline rush. My heart won’t stop beating. I yelled not because of the
dark but I felt something touched my shoulder. “Geez, will you cut that out? I
can’t tolerate with you’re being noisy! It was my sister after all. She must
have been awake by the sound of my electric-guitar.
This
time, I heard scratching and squeaking sound from my door. I thought I was
delusional but my sister heard it too. We were terrified that horrible thing
might happen. The lights were back on. But then we saw a jack-in-the-box toy in
front of our door. I thought I had closed the door. Perhaps it was a
nerve-wrecking moment where I forgot to lock it. I have to admit that I’m a
coward type of person, so I asked my sister to take a look what’s going on
outside the room. She refused to do so
and asked me to do instead. As an elder sister, I take the lead even though my
heart skips a beat.
I take
a step outside. Something just popped up in front of my face. I was scared to
death as I was trying to get it off my face. “What happened? My sister screams
in terror. “Get it off! Get it off! My whole body was shivering. Turn out it was only a towel with spider-man
print. My brother was messing around with me all this while. He was the one who
whispered to me at the stairs. They burst into tears as they laugh out loud
upon my foolishness. We heard thumps walking up the stairs. I wonder who it
would be.
“What are
you guys have been up to? Don’t you know its midnight already? There she goes.
My mom has started babbling. She was mad about me for not respond to her
calling and for my action of playing the electric-guitar at full blast to cause
the whole house to trip. The reason why my mom was calling out for is that to
help her in the kitchen as tomorrow she has a catering. This situation sums up
pretty well I guessed. At the end of the day it was my imagination after all.
The
next morning, my mom asked me to clear the trash while she still continues to
rearrange the food she cooked. I stumbled on a stone when I was about to throw
the trash into dustbin at the back of our house. There was something twinkle inside
the bush in front of me that caught my eye. I took it. That’s strange. It was a
jack-in-a-box. I thought my brother had kept it after he scared me with his
stupid tricks last night. At that moment I realized the incident that happened.
That was the exact place where I saw something went into the bush. Was it
really cat?
Credit: I was inspired by the two-sentence horror story.
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