12 May 2018

Dear Diary,

Don’t worry guys, I’m still alive. I used to love writing entries but the excitement of pushing down the keyboard seems to be dissipated. Perhaps my life is not as excited as it used to be? I don’t know. Sometimes I don’t even know who I am. It seems like what more important to me is achieving my goals that me myself doubted it, and didn’t care of having fun. It does put me under pressure.

Every week was always hectic. I’m kind of amazed on how do I cope with all the works load. It was never an easy task. There’s time I feel like giving up, but my love ones always support me in everything I do. I’m so grateful to have them in my life.

Anyway, that’ll be enough of a drama. Talk about drama, I’ve recently just made a Neflix account. Thanks to my roommate whom persuade me to make one. Later one night, I found myself finish all three movies. Heck yeah, I feel tired. As cliche as its sounds, I learn a lot from those movies.

The first movie was a good old ‘Maid in Manhattan’. I just love 2000s vibes. It makes me want to go back in time. What I learned is that, there’s always an opportunity for us despite what our background was. Next movie was the glamorous one, which is ‘Sex and the city’. Well of course I didn’t miss watching the ‘Sex and the city 2”. These two movies really taught people how the relationship works which is far from the fairy tale is. I’m not saying that fairy tale doesn’t exist, but it works different for each couple. I really enjoy it.

By watching these movie makes me want to write again. Sharing people about what I thought, how my every day’s life is, or even shares entertainment. Literally anything that makes me feels the excitement of writing entries again. I really miss this kind of thing. It clicks back something within me that has lost years ago. I’m glad that I spent my time watching those movies despite the panda eyes that I gained the next morning, it’s totally worth it.

Well I guess that’s enough for today. Now that I’m myself again, I will try to write as often as before.

Adios Amigos, and Assalamualaikum!