13 May 2018
I wanted to share to all of you about my wonderful discovery on Youtube.
One day, I found myself wondering about mother nature. Then suddenly bees came across my mind. How does a bee became a queen? I look upon it on Youtube and guess what, queen bee were decided by the workers itself. The workers fed all of the larvae with royal jelly but they fed more of the royal jelly on the chosen larvae to become a queen. There are actually more queen larvae than we expected, just in case one of the larvae are dead or didn't hatch according to the schedule. If one of the queen larvae has hatched, the worker will kill the others so that they will only have one queen. There's time when the queens hatched at the same time and they have to go through a life or dead battle in order to take the throne.
Once the throne are settled down, queen bee's job is to mate with male bees. After that, the male bee will lose all their sperm and die on the fly. The queen bee done it with many male bees to collect enough sperm. Yup, all she did is laying egg throughout her life spans. The queen bee then return to their territory to fulfill her responsibility. Though it seems cool but if the queen bee couldn't do her job, the workers will cast her out or create a chaos to killed her and make a new queen. More like a nightmare than a fairy tale isn't? Well that's how the mother nature work.
After watching a few videos about bees, there was an ants colony videos appeared on my recommendation. It was a very pleasant videos about ants. I never thought I would be so interested towards ants after I've watched it. The way he narrated the videos of his ants, it was so nerve-wrecking and always an emotional ride for the viewers. Its kinda hard to admit that I even cried for the ants colony. Those interesting journey about ants' life is really an eye opening for me. Before this, whenever I sees ants, I'll squash it with my finger. But now, it's different. I imagined how a small creature have to survive in the humans' world by helping each other to seek for foods.
I really like the AntsCanada channel. He does not only shares about his experience on ant keeping but also shares valuable information and life lessons of the mother nature. I really recommend you guys to watched it. You can gain more knowledge out of his videos. You wont't regret it.
That's it for today's entry.
Adios Amigos and Assalamualaikum!
12 May 2018
Don’t worry guys, I’m still alive. I used to love writing entries but the excitement of pushing down the keyboard seems to be dissipated. Perhaps my life is not as excited as it used to be? I don’t know. Sometimes I don’t even know who I am. It seems like what more important to me is achieving my goals that me myself doubted it, and didn’t care of having fun. It does put me under pressure.
Every week was always hectic. I’m kind of amazed on how do I cope with all the works load. It was never an easy task. There’s time I feel like giving up, but my love ones always support me in everything I do. I’m so grateful to have them in my life.
Anyway, that’ll be enough of a drama. Talk about drama, I’ve recently just made a Neflix account. Thanks to my roommate whom persuade me to make one. Later one night, I found myself finish all three movies. Heck yeah, I feel tired. As cliche as its sounds, I learn a lot from those movies.
The first movie was a good old ‘Maid in Manhattan’. I just love 2000s vibes. It makes me want to go back in time. What I learned is that, there’s always an opportunity for us despite what our background was. Next movie was the glamorous one, which is ‘Sex and the city’. Well of course I didn’t miss watching the ‘Sex and the city 2”. These two movies really taught people how the relationship works which is far from the fairy tale is. I’m not saying that fairy tale doesn’t exist, but it works different for each couple. I really enjoy it.
By watching these movie makes me want to write again. Sharing people about what I thought, how my every day’s life is, or even shares entertainment. Literally anything that makes me feels the excitement of writing entries again. I really miss this kind of thing. It clicks back something within me that has lost years ago. I’m glad that I spent my time watching those movies despite the panda eyes that I gained the next morning, it’s totally worth it.
Well I guess that’s enough for today. Now that I’m myself again, I will try to write as often as before.
Adios Amigos, and Assalamualaikum!
16 SEPTEMBER 2017
I don't know where to begin with . I'm doing just fine if you guys ever wondering where have I been. I really miss blogging. I used to blog at least once a week but ever since I entered the campus life, I got very busy. Hence, there's a lot going on this year. There's time when I feel like giving up, yet my boyfriend are always there for me. I'm really grateful to have somebody to lean on. He's the best that ever happen in my life 😊
Anyway, I'm not going to talk about him. I can't sleep and that's why I wrote this entry. I currently watching the legend of the blue sea. I don't know why but Lee Min Ho looks hot 😍 It's not that he's not but I'm not really a fan of his. Get what I mean? Maybe because of his haircut? Ehmagerddd how can a person look so perfect. I can't even 😭
I think I'll stop here. I don't know what to write either. Good mornight peeps.
10 February 2017
Hey peeps, you don't have to worry much about me since I've been away for a long period of time. It's just I'm too busy with my Uni life right now haha. It's 2017 now huh. How's time flies... I can't believe I'm 20 now. I'm no longer in my teen years... I'm a young adult, hence I still be looking like a 12 years old kiddo. I'm just too cute to be true 😜 Anyway, I did mention that I am now a new commander or didn't I? Well here they don't go for physical appearance. They choose the person who are willing to serve for the Uni and have a good attitude.
Majlis Pemakaian Pangkat Komander Badan Beruniform Cawangan Pahang.
This is me wearing a Full Uniform. I'm not allowed to smile as we have respect the protocols when we wear this uniform.
Frankly speaking, I'm not really confident if I have the quality to become one. I don't know what was I thinking by making a bold choice to join em. Maybe I was intrigue when they told me if we become a commander for sure they will give us A+ for our final. We earn it because of our hard work. They also told us commander will provided a college so you don't have to collect coupons for college. Well, obviously there are more benefits by becoming a commander. But little did they know that we will busy as hell and we have to learn how to manage our time properly.
I'm not trying to condemn or anything but based on my experience, I have hard time on managing my studies. I really want to achieve my goal to become a deans list student ,so that is why I'm stressing out during semester 1. It's really hard for me to do that and it's really break my heart when I did not score for my test. Due to that, I don't have the determination anymore during my final 😔. However when result came out, it's not as bad as I think. I did not expect much but I feel grateful.
I don't mean to boast but my pointer was higher than my friends which is kind of a surprise. I thought she was doing well with her studies. She even got higher carry marks than mine. I was a bit jealous when she got time to study and her was was rather happy after she went out of the exam hall. At that moment, I was thinking that if I haven't gave up Insya-Allah I will score better. This has got my hopes high and I really want to make it up for this semester.
Alhamdulillah I've pass my tests with flying colours 😄. I want to maintain this performance until final exam. People said that if we got high marks for our carry marks so we don't have to worry about our finals, yet we can answer the finals with our eyes closed. They lied. We have to focus on both carry marks and finals. Both of em are VERY IMPORTANT. Carry marks are like bonus for you but the real deal is our finals. I'm not bluffing since a friend of mine, she's not the type of person whom like to submit her assignment though she did pass for her tests and quiz and yet she still got low carry mark. She said she only want to focus on her finals. Guess what, her pointer was the highest among us. In a nutshell, you need to score for your finals too and don't just depend on your carry mark.
Back to our main topic about me become a commander haha. I'm saying that by joining the commnader it will costs you, your study. There are other commander that still became a deans list despite the training that we have to attend. It's depend on how we manage our self. That's the key if you wanted to be good in everything you. I'm just the type of person that can't be pressure with a lot of things that must be done at the same time. If you think you can handle it then just go for it 😊. There are a lot of things you can gain from it.
I don't why she likes to give me a piggyback ride hahaha :P
Whoops, look at the time now (2:44 AM). I better go to sleep or otherwise I can't wake up tomorrow. It feels good to start blogging again hehe. Insya-Allah I will try to blog as frequent as before. Wish me good luck by becoming a new commander!
Assalamualaikum everyone and adios amigos!!
31 MAY 2016
Have you ever dream of having a long holidays? I bet everyone is having such dream. Believe it or not, I was on a vacation for one year. Yes, I've said it. After finishing high school, everyone were getting excited to enter colleges or universities of their own choices including me. I was very confident that I will be accepted for the requested course, so I take for granted for not paying any attention regarding the requirements . On the day the results were announced, I was very devastated because my application was rejected. My dream of becoming an Architect has shattered...
Coincidentally, UiTM Samarahan Rector was a friend of my mother. She seek help from him to enter my name on the list. However, he is unable to do so because my SPM result is unsatisfactory upon the course and the dateline to attend the interview for the course has ended. Hence, he offered me a Business Study course. I don't have any interest to take the course he offered so I declined.
I tried to apply at other universities either government or private sector. I don't have any feedback from them except for the private (you know the reason why). My mother said, it is very expensive if I choose to further my study at private. What to do... I have to let go of my dream of becoming a student at LimKokWing University.As days went by, I still don't get any feedback from the other university.
I spend most of my time at home and procrastinating. I did get a part-time job but not for long since I have transportation problems. I did go out with my boyfriend on the weekends and sometimes my mother bring me to join the associations activities, so that I don't stuck at home. Somehow I still feel useless and boring since all of my friends are studying or even working. As for me, I literally doing nothing in my life. Many people look down on me and asking me when am I going to further my study.
Despite all that, I'm not giving up just yet. I applied UPU for the second time. Alhamdulillah my application were accepted. However, it is not the course that I wanted. I was expecting to get accepted in Library Management and not Wood Technologies. I did choose the Wood Technologies as one of my choices but, it was my tenth choice. Plus the campus was stated in UiTM Campus Jengka Pahang. I feel a bit down at first but my mother encourage me to take it.
I went for the registration on 23rd May 2016. We were having 'Minggu Destini Siswa' (MDS) for one week. It was one of the best experience I've ever had. I met new friends from different districts. My room-mates were very nice and friendly. We were brief about the course and it is not as bad as it seems. I've began to gain interest towards the course as they explained what was it all about. They motivate me to do better in this course and I want to get the 'Anugerah Naib Canselor' (ANC). To get the ANC, I need to score dean for every semester. I will strive to achieve it. Wish me luck!
P/S: I miss Miri, Sarawak.. Huhu T^T
That's all for today!
Assalamualaikum and adios amigos~
2 MAY 2016
Today I would like to share with you guys about makeup. Almost every girls wear makeup. Well... obviously :P But some of them prefer natural beauty. As for me, I'm fond of using liptint as my lips always looking pale. Besides, liptint gives me a natural finish to my lips. Whenever I go out I will always apply liptint otherwise I would feel incomplete without it. My friends often told me that my lips look pale and dry. They asked me to drink water instead. I said I'm fine and I drink water all the time. I don't know why my lips is always like that. It does make my face looks haggard and weary. People thought I may be sick or something but I am perfectly fine and that's the reason why I wear liptint till this day.
I personally love using liptint because the product is very light unlike lipstick. It is a bit sticky but the color is more to natural and not very pigmented. It is also suitable for daily use.
Anyway, I wasn't really interested in makeup before and yet I only use liptint to make my face appear brighter. Somehow, makeup manage to tackle my heart xP so I started buying the makeup product this year (one by one). Few of them I bought online and the rest I bought them at little boxes store, Watson and even Daiso Japan. I bought the low end makeup since I don't have enough money to buy the makeup products. In the meantime, I spent most of my money on foods and movies. So yeah... I will try my best to save my money on buying the quality cosmetic products.
I wanted to show you my makeup collections but I forgot that some of the pictures that I've taken was in my boyfriend handphone. I'm very lazy to take pictures right now. Maybe on the next entry I'll show them.
I'm still new in this makeup thing so if you guys have suggestions or opinions, feel free to leave a comment ^_^ I really appreciate it!
Thank you for dropping by :*
That's all for today. Assalamualaikum and adios amigos :)
Throwback photo <3
10 MARCH 2016
Last week, there was something wrong with my iphone 6. It’s says that the storage is already full and asked me to delete some apps. I delete 93% of my apps but worst come to worst. From 150 MB went to 0 bytes. My friend suggested me to format it but I don't want to do it all by myself. It’s not that I don’t know how, it’s because of the sentimental value. I told my boyfriend about it and we both agreed to swap iphone for temporarily. By the way, he uses iphone 5.
Shortly after that, he managed to solve the problem. He himself doesn't know how he resolved the issues. He backup the iphone using Itunes then he just closed the unnecessary things. The storage suddenly has 6.8 GB free space. So he didn’t format it. We agreed that since he could fix this problem I let him use my iphone for about two weeks.
It has been 6 days now. I bought a new cable and that one small thing (which can be connected to android usb cable to use with iphone. I don't know the name of the device) as my old ones has broken. He accompanied me to buy those things. As soon as I'm home, I tested out the small thing. Guess what, it does not functioning. I assumed that the small thing has broken. I just need to go to the store and exchange to a new one.
That night, his iphone was low on battery so I wanted charge it. The funny thing was it doesn't work. This is impossible as we did test the cable and its work perfectly with iphone 6. Yes, we didn't test it with iphone 5 and you know why. I thought maybe the iphone adapter has some issue on it but I was wrong. Again it works just fine with android usb cable.
Due to that, the charging pin must be broken or something. I don't know what I did but it is broken because of my carelessness. I feel really guilty as it's my responsible to take care of his iphone. :( He is not in the mood when I told him about this. Luckily, my mom gave me RM100 for me to send off the iphone to the shop for repair.
Despite, I am mentally tired worrying about this stupid problem of mine.
Assalamualaikum. Have a nice day.
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