Batrisyia's Fantasy Land

9 JULY 2015

Dear Diary,

Heya it's me again. I feel bored... Like totally bored... All of my friends have continued their studies while I'm stuck here in front of my laptop. But hey, the good news is my mom seems to be giving me a green light for me to study in LimKokWIng University xD Well, I don't want put my hopes high but I prayed so that my mom won't change her mind about this matter :D Aamiin...

Last night... Wait, I mean this morning... I knew something I'm not supposed to know... Which is kind of disappointing...? But then again, people make lots of stupid mistakes. Therefore everybody deserves a second chance for those who willing to change for the better. Yeah, I have flaws too. Nobody's perfect. One told me, your imperfections make you perfect.

It was really hard for me to confess to him and so does him. Alhamdulillah he's willing to accept me as I am and I'm also willing to accept him as he is. I've read something on twitter saying, "If you want to be in someone's future, don't bother about their past because they don't live there anymore". People may judge, but they don't have the right to punish them for what they've did as people have the right to change and to correct their mistakes.

To be really honest, I almost give up on him once he told me about his 'painful' past. Almost... Well, we don't give on the person we love right? He was really stupid back then. Really, really, really really, really, really stupid, Alhamdullilah he realized his mistakes and regret it every day. He will change to be a better man. I am very sure about it. Otherwise... I don't know what I will do to him...

hmm... I love him soooo damn much. I'm afraid to lose him. He's the best thing that ever happened in my life. I hope we can stay forever. Insya-Allah till Jannah... Aamiin... Even if he's not 100% mine (not my husband yet xD). I know certain people hate it when non-married couple use 'till jannah' as a caption. I feel you. I used to feel the same way too haha :P Anyway, I pray that he is the guy that was written for me in luh mahfuz. aamiinn.... :)

Okay peeps!

Assalamualaikum!

Happy fasting! :D

and yes... I'm making the right decision :)

Hello there :)

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2 JULY 2015

Dear Diary,

Guess who's back! Did you miss me? hehe :D I haven't continued my study yet. My everyday routine pretty much the same. I wake up, do some chores, eat and sleep. Sad life isn't? Well, this is after I've quit my job and I've got nothing to do in my life right now.

Yeah, I did manage to get a job as a packer at Boulevard Hypermarket before. It was a whole new experience for me. I started working on 13th February 2015. I did make a mistake during my first day. Well, it is the process of learning. I've met new friends. I know a lot of stories about people who worked at the hypermarket. Dark stories... and there's even a slight of misunderstanding between the workers. So much dramas were going on. I know a lot than I should have. I'm not a type of person who likes to pick a side. Anyway, some of them is just okay. Okay as in friendly, funny and generous. They even buy me a treat without hesitation.

It was near the end of March. I've decided to quit my job after going back from Kuching. I've hand in the resignation form to the human resource. There's one week left before I am officially not a Boulevard's worker anymore. Since it was holiday, many of the part time cashier went to work. There's one guy whom I've never seen before. He is a cashier. He usually work on the holiday because he is kind of lazy to work on the weekend. He greeted me and ask me a few question and we started talking. My first impression was, 'ouhh okay... He is friendly'.

This is him

I can't really remember when is the day I became his packer. It was the beginning of our friendship. We talk about a lot of stuffs. We even share the same taste of music which is Jazz. He then gave me a list of Michael Buble songs for me to hear. It was fun talking to him. He suddenly asked for my wechat id. Then I told him that I'm not really active in wechat and I can't really remember my wechat id at the moment, so I gave him my number instead. After coming home from work, I received a whatsapp from him. We started chatting.

Ever since, he will always greeted me good morning, ask me what I was doing and talk about stuffs. Even though he's having classes, he still willing to spend his time chatting with. I never feel so attached than before because even with my friend, we don't really text much. Only on certain days.

Finally I'm free. I don't have to wake up early to go to work and can sleep early as I don't have to come home late from work. My birthday was on the weekend and I told him about it. I asked him to get me a present. hehe :P But 29 March 2015 was the Big Big Sale at Boulevard hypermarket. Yet he don't really mind giving me present on that day.But yet he surprised me during my outing with Fad. I was like... Speechless haha xD I didn't expect that he will joined us too! grrrr hahaha *Sigh.. I was touched by his action despite we only know each other for two weeks. I never had a guy friend do such thing for me.And the next day, I'm officially 18. But I don't go anywhere since I had celebrated it on 28 March with them. LOL.

On 31st March 2015, he told me that he was having a dream with me in it. It was a weird dream. He first refuse to tell me what was it. I forced him to. At last he told me about it.

In his dream, I drove a car and send him back home. Just before he close the door, he said thank you and bye 'sayang'. I was blushing right away. O.O

After he told me his dream, I've said this to him, 'Usually, a person who dream about someone it means they like him/her'. Then he send me a smirk emoji. Due to his dream, he said maybe he has a slight feelings towards me. I told him that I feel same way, He asked me if we want to date each other. Of course I've said and why not? It was kind of embarrassing and awkward moment. Look at us now hehe :3 Frankly speaking, I don't really have an eye on him during our first met and I never thought that he will be this important to me.

Well, expect the unexpected huh? Hehe :)

Salam Ramadhan everyone!!!

I LOVE SHAHERUL BIN RAMIZAN <3

P/S: My grammar sucks. I know. This is what happened when you don't practice for your writing. Feeling mehh... :PPPPPP

Promoting~

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20 APRIL 2015

Dear Diary,

I became lazy ever since the school was over. Well, today I decided to write an entry for my friend. Let's welcome her to the blogging world! Congratulations on your new blog! woohoo! hehe... Her name is Frankline James. This her link http://raffeybradley.blogspot.com/ . You should visit her blog! Seriously, I really recommend you to read her entries! Hehe :D

That's her, the one in the middle hehe :D

She's cute right? Just like me :PPPP

#throwback 3 March 2015, the day our SPM result was announced :)

Act Tourism Course

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21 DECEMBER 2014

Dear Diary,

I have attended an Act Tourism Course organized by the Tourism and Culture Ministry Officials Sarawak state on 10 December 2014 at Grand Palace Hotel, Miri, Sarawak. To tell you the truth, I was forced by mother to attend this seminar. I thought the topic was rather lame since it was about on how to establish a homestay. Obviously this is a course for an adult. Anyway, my mom got herself in a way and I have no choice but to follow her to participate in this seminar.

My mother and I carpooled with her friends from Woman Institute (WI) association and reached Grand Palace Hotel in quite awhile. Funny when we found ourselves was rather 'early' as the course was supposed to be started at 8:00 a.m. and we arrived there like 7:00 a.m. We still got an hour. Auntie Yati (mother's friend) given a suggestion to have a breakfast first as our tummy was still empty. This concludes a crazy idea where she said it is better to walk ourselves to the nearest cafe since she doesn't want to drive. This is because she might afraid that somebody would take her parking place and couldn't find another. We went out of the hotel and look upon the route which we will took. We were dumbfounded. We didn't know that the route would take us so long to reach the cafe. We turned back to the hotel and sat at the lobby.

Finally, the course has started. My first impression would be like, “What the heck am I doing here? This is lame. I should have stayed at home and sleeping". Soon, the speaker greeted us. Well, I've got to admit that she manage to captured my intention. What's that word again? Oh yeah... Don't judge the book by its cover. I learnt my lesson alright. That seminar was fun after all. I was be able to showed my talent towards others. It was one of my best moment where people stood up and witnessing my artworks. It was one of our activities which is ice breaking. We were asked to draw our group's member identities without writing it down. Just by a drawing, people can tell where does his/her comes from, what is his/her occupation, what is his/her aim when attended this seminar and last but not least what is his/her expectation before and after this seminar.

The speakers taught us how to be great hosts for our homestay. She even taught us on doing the 'One Malaysia Greetings'. How to manage our homestay? And more! I would not write here as you can just Google it. Above all, I like the part where she started to talk about tourism in Malaysia and in foreign country, she told us about her experiences. I also like the way she talks as she doesn't have to be formal even though it was a seminar. I learnt a lot throughout the course. I wasn't regretting it when my mother dragged me to participate in such activities. Thanks mother. You know the best. By the way, we did have our high-tea and lunch. The seminar ended at 5:30 p.m.

In a nutshell, no matter what the course is, try to compromise as we never know what we can gained from it. Perhaps it would be a lot to gain. Apart from that, we should be proud of our country as our country was filled with lots of beautiful nature such as Sabah and Sarawak. Did you know that Sarawak was capable to be one of the leading tourists’ attractions? It is true as in Miri, the beaches was unique. It is us who responsible to achieves it.

That's all for now. Till we meet again in another entry. Adios Amigos. Assalamualaikum!

Malaysia Truly Asia~

Labels: act tourism course, Asia, Borneo, Borneo Island, course, Malaysia, Malaysia truly Asia, Sabah, Sarawak, seminar, tourism

Greetings...

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10 DECEMBER 2014

Dear Diary,
Did you miss me? I bet you are... Frankly speaking, I've been very busy ever since our last day of examination (SPM). There has been a lot going on these days. I would be very happy to share about it but as the days went by, I felt exhausted and tend to reach for the bed early. At the end of the day, I was already in my dreamland and never got the chance to write a new entry, Lame excuses, I know... I know...

Anyway, keep this in mind that I will never ever forget about you. I realized that I'm running out of ideas when writing a new entry. Before this, I used to write an extremely long entry. My touch of gold has becoming less and less. I was creative before and now I am not. This thing happened maybe because I spend lots of time for my school. Due the the tension, I became a lunatic person and can't think straight. What an awful statement! I'm just kidding. Don't take it too serious.

Don't be disappointed though as the journey was about to begin. I will start working after my cousin's wedding and perhaps there will be more adventure throughout my experience. So, stay tune!

Oops, I almost forgot! For those who will be celebrating Christmas, MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR! Tis' the season.

That's all folks. Adios Amigos! Assalamualaikum!

I should be studying

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26 October 2014

Dear Diary,

7 days to go and I’m going to be deadly alive. It’s time for me to face the real battle of a life time.Truth is, I’m hoping for it to be ended quickly and yet I feel scared. I can’t hold my desire of luxury. I’m saying so because it’s a critical time where I was supposed to be at my study table doing revision, however I literally got distracted.

The luxury I mention earlier was referring to this book.

I'm ~~not~~ intentionally buying this book. The main reason I went to Popular Bookstore is that, I went for shopping-SPM. Eventually, this book has caught my eye. I couldn't resist it as it kept calling for me. hehe :P
It's not that I will read it 24-7. Whenever I feel like to release the tension, then I will read it.

In a nutshell, I should hold my desire until I've finish the battle. Right now, I need to focus on what's matter.

That's all folks. I'll end my entry here. Once again, thank you for your quality time. Adios Amigos! Assalamualaikum!

Labels: 2014, Book, Desire, Focus, Novel, SPM, story

Just a short Story

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The wind was gentle but chilly. Somehow it gave me creeps as my sister was already fast asleep. I decided to shut the window. As I pull the window inward, I saw something running into the bush at two shakes of a lamb’s tail. I thought it must be a cat running around outside the house. I take no account of that and went back to my study table. Procrastinating is a kind of my thing since my eyes seems to be widely awake. I was a little absorbed reading interesting article from blog to blog.

Suddenly, I heard my mom voice calling out for me from downstairs. That’s strange. What was my mom up to in the middle of the night? I walk down the stairs and heard a person saying, “Don’t go there. I heard it too”. From that moment, I knew that it was the beginning of my horror story. I rushed to my room with hyperventilating. I reached out for my electric-guitar and beginning to slam it. I play my favorite hit ‘All about the bass’ to ease my fright.

Out of sudden, the whole room was black-out. I barely saw anything accept for my glowing bounce ball which I got from playing a vending machine. I’m scared and my adrenaline rush. My heart won’t stop beating. I yelled not because of the dark but I felt something touched my shoulder. “Geez, will you cut that out? I can’t tolerate with you’re being noisy! It was my sister after all. She must have been awake by the sound of my electric-guitar.

This time, I heard scratching and squeaking sound from my door. I thought I was delusional but my sister heard it too. We were terrified that horrible thing might happen. The lights were back on. But then we saw a jack-in-the-box toy in front of our door. I thought I had closed the door. Perhaps it was a nerve-wrecking moment where I forgot to lock it. I have to admit that I’m a coward type of person, so I asked my sister to take a look what’s going on outside the room. She refused to do so and asked me to do instead. As an elder sister, I take the lead even though my heart skips a beat.

I take a step outside. Something just popped up in front of my face. I was scared to death as I was trying to get it off my face. “What happened? My sister screams in terror. “Get it off! Get it off! My whole body was shivering. Turn out it was only a towel with spider-man print. My brother was messing around with me all this while. He was the one who whispered to me at the stairs. They burst into tears as they laugh out loud upon my foolishness. We heard thumps walking up the stairs. I wonder who it would be.

“What are you guys have been up to? Don’t you know its midnight already? There she goes. My mom has started babbling. She was mad about me for not respond to her calling and for my action of playing the electric-guitar at full blast to cause the whole house to trip. The reason why my mom was calling out for is that to help her in the kitchen as tomorrow she has a catering. This situation sums up pretty well I guessed. At the end of the day it was my imagination after all.

The next morning, my mom asked me to clear the trash while she still continues to rearrange the food she cooked. I stumbled on a stone when I was about to throw the trash into dustbin at the back of our house. There was something twinkle inside the bush in front of me that caught my eye. I took it. That’s strange. It was a jack-in-a-box. I thought my brother had kept it after he scared me with his stupid tricks last night. At that moment I realized the incident that happened. That was the exact place where I saw something went into the bush. Was it really cat?

Credit: I was inspired by the two-sentence horror story.

Labels: essay, fright, horror, imagination, Night, short story, SPM, story

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