26 February 2013
Dear Diary,

Since I step in into the upper form life, it seems harder than I've imagined it. Aigoo... What am I suppose to do? No one can help you with your own problem except yourself. Arachi! hehe... BTW, I'm a fan of KPOP too but not as obsessed as my friend. K, enough of that. Let me continue. As I said, upper form life is really busy. At the very beginning most of the teacher had remind us that when we start to become senior, there is no such thing as "Honeymoon". TET. Well, yeah. We have to struggle from the beginning.  Hmm... :T Sometimes I felt like I wanted to cry for no reason. LOL :P (What am I talking about?)

Anyway, I felt weird too because started from this second month sometimes I bumped into him. (You know what I meant). Hehe :D I always get nervous and want to hide my face somewhere because I'm not really sure if he knows that I'm the one who send him the message in Facebook telling him that I am his admirer. I know that it's a stupid things to do, but I want to achieve my last year resolution that is a confession. Huhu... Every time I bumped into him, I'll definitely remembered about the confession which make me insecure. I'm afraid that he recognize me and tell his friends about it. hmm... Whatever lah... hehe...

Before I forgot, that last week I've attend a camping for all the prefect. I am a library prefect and my duty is at the SPBT room. I was hoping that I'm working in the library or computer lab but sadly... huhu.. T^T During the camp, I was the leader of my group. I've learn so much that we must prepared not just physical but also the mentality to face the obstacle when we doing our duty as prefects. I like the part when we does "Larian Komando" which challenge our physical endurance. After going through that camp, I'm sure that I'm being able to think creative, rational, innovation, positive and responsible for the given task.

Okay now, that's all for today. Thank readers!

Buhbaii!! :3

♥ P/S: Dear crush, I hope this will happening to me... hehe  ↑↑↑ ♥